I got to take my first official pregnancy picture today at 4 weeks. I can't wait for the bump to show up.
I'm having a really hard time not being "allowed" to tell my family about the baby. Matt and I talked about it and we said we would wait until we heard the heartbeat at least but would try and hold out til the end of the first trimester. We are so worried about getting everyone's hopes up and having them be excited for us again for it to end badly again. I want to scream it from the rooftops.... "I'M PREGNANT!" I have high hopes for this one. At least I didn't have to keep it a total secret. I did get to tell Bree since she has been going through some fertility treatments as well and we were in the same boat as far as how bad they suck. I also told Elizabeth since she was my Clomid mentor. She was able to help me alot and there is no way in hell I would have been able to keep my mouth shut. Besides that, there's no one in real life who knows our situation. I do have some "friends" who helped me tremendously through trying to get pregnant. We've never actually met though. Only on a website designed for women who are trying to get pregnant, are pregnant, or have children. I think it's a fantastic form of support and I can ask my "is this normal" question without having to worry about people in real life knowing.